As people in the modern leisure-oriented society, we are apt to use the phrase killing time. Yet, as the slow march toward impending death goes on, why do we want to kill time? Even time spent waiting can be spent doing marvellous things like daydreaming, wondering, writing, solving problems.
So many of us, and I include myself, see time as something negative as we anticipate some intangible that seems much more worthwhile waiting for.
As a teenager flirting with Buddhism, I remember reading that for the true Buddha mind, one lives only in the present because the past is an illusion as is the future. While I no longer believe that the past is totally irrelevant, being as that it can teach valuable lessons, surely dwelling there is unhealthy. That said, anticipating that which may or may not occur can be just as fruitless. However, I raise another question for myself: to what extent is living in this moment, right here, right now, the right and healthy thing to do?